Christian Mythology to Pagan Mythology
2 Comments | February 12, 2009 at 7:34 am by mahud
Filed under Paganism, Christianity
In my early twenties (Now 35) I dedicated my life to Christ. Was baptised. I truly believed the Bible to be the FULL ON word of God, was infallible, and anyone who did not turn away from evil and accept Jesus into their lives would be eternally separated from God.
I was Christian for 10 years. It’s amazing I managed to remain a Christian for so long, as I suffer from Social Anxiety Disorder and I was never able to really fit in with any Christian Community or go to church on a regular basis, because of my SA. I tried to join other Christian communities over the following ten years, but I always ended up stuck with the same problem.
I was a solitary Christian. I studied, prayed, worshipped, etc., alone.
Early on in my Christian journey I developed an interest in Mythology. Initially I viewed myth through a Christian lens. But as my studies progressed It became clear to me that if I continued interpreting mythology within a Christian fundamentalist framework…
(By fundamentalist I simply mean someone who accepts that the Bible as the Word of God, a belief held by many beautiful and spiritual fundamentalist Christians and not a religious crazy)
…My studies into myth would reach an impasse.
That’s when I discovered the Masks of God book Series by Joseph Campbell. Over the past 8 or so years after first reading Campbell, I have become more critical of some of his conclusions, but, his writings really helped me to see that the mythology contained in the Bible had a long Pagan history behind it.
At some point Christianity took a back seat and My love for Pagan (mostly) Mythology took precedence. I was still a Christian (verging on heretic), but I no longer held the Bible as infallible as I was originally led to suppose.
Two years ago I finally left Christianity. It wasn’t easy. But finally I came to the realization that unless God truly reveals himself, who am I to truly know whether our beliefs in a Christian God are true. I met many Christians who believe that God revealed himself to them, a percentage of them also believed all kinds of unlikely stuff too.
Against my better judgement at the time (I was going through an very unreceptive phase regarding Christianity) I attended an Alpha Course. one nice guy who was trying to Share the Good News with me, claimed that There is more evidence for the existence of Jesus that Rome?!? OK he probably meant Julius Caesar. Further an Egyptian tablet has been discovered inside the Sphinx recounting the Exodus of the Hebrew slaves. This kind of Misinformation (I guess you could call it propaganda), reinforces my belief that a great many Christians are just as mistaken about God’s impartation of divine truth.
I’ve been a part of the Neo-Pagan movement close to a year an a half. Again due to my Social Anxiety disorder I’m yet again a solitary, apart from my blogger friends. that is.